About me

On this site I like to give you a more detailed view about who I am and why I am like I am today. Of course I'll just look at the fetish-me on this site. So I invite you to read my BDSM/fetish biography. Grab a cup of coffee or tea and get yourself comfy for reading my little story.

The beginning

There once was... this is how we start fairy tales and I like to start my little biography also with this. Because my history feels like I've been part of a fairy tale so far.
There once was a young boy living in a small town near Zurich. His childhood was wonderful. Fulfilled with love of his parents and good friends. He looked like every other boy in town. He was interested in spending time on the playground, toy cars, comics, Lego and so on. To sum it up he was just a boringly normal boy.
But beside that he was also interested in some “strange things” as the adults would tell it. He loved to play cowboy and indians and to play doctor. So far so normal but he always wanted to be the indian or the patient. Never neither the cowboy nor the doctor. He loved to get bound as an indian by the cowboy or to get medicated as patient by the doctor. This young boy was me.

If I look back to my early childhood when I went to the kindergarten I recognize in my behavior that everything was about giving up control about being led about getting restricted by someone else. To have no self determination and to get told what I'll have to do next.

I had a good friend in my first three school years who lived near me. I spent a lot of time with him in his child's room. This may sound strange but I loved to visit him at home because he had a loft bed with a ladder. You may think this is nothing kinky nor special but believe me it was. He had also some mountaineering ropes (don't ask me why) and we bound each other to the ladder and tried to escape. We did this just because... it was fun. From time to time his three year older sister played with us und bound us to the ladder. She bound us better and tighter to ladder than we both could do it. So escaping her captivation was nearly impossible to us.

It's really funny and strange at the same time to look back to those visits at my friends home. I could swear that we probably both have the very same kinks today. Unfortunately I don't have contact with him anymore so I don't know what happened to him. But it's something I will remember my whole life.

Another thing I can remember from my childhood is that I tried to role me as tight as possible into my blanket and struggled in it. It was fun for me to feel the tightness.

I also remember that I had a picture book with scenes from Disney's Sleeping Beauty. There was one page where Prince Philip was bound and gagged. And another scene also with prince Philip where he was chained to a prison cell wall in a dungeon. In both scenes Maleficent looked at him in a very dominant way. I could stare at those two scenes for hours it somehow excited and fascinated me.

The day we got internet at home

Yeah!